I Kinda Don't

It's kinda hard to put my finger on

What it was that made him make the call to call it off

I didn't even wanna believe it

I kinda thought I'd have a little more time

I'd right my wrongs and I'd apologize and we'd be fine

But I didn't and it isn't

And you wanna know what really makes this hard?

You're just as sweet as everybody says you are

And I kinda wanna hate you

Kind of wanna be you

Kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar

'Cause now I see what he sees

You're everything I can't be

I can't pretend I'm over him and seeing you ain't hard

I kinda hope it works out for you both

But then again, I kinda don't

I kinda hate that I love those shoes

And how that lipstick is the perfect shade on you

It gets to me, that I wanna buy you another drink

But every time his name rolls off your lips

It reminds me you're the reason mine will never be on his

And I kinda wanna hate you

Kinda wanna be you

Kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar

'Cause now I see what he sees

You're everything I can't be

I can't pretend I'm over him and seeing you ain't hard

I kinda hope it works out for you both

But then again, I kinda don't

I was happier just putting the blame on you

Now you've gone and took that from me too

And I kinda wanna hate you

Kinda wanna be you

Kinda wish I never had to walk into this bar

'Cause now I see what he sees

You're everything I can't be

I can't pretend I'm over him and seeing you ain't hard

Oh, I kinda hope it works out for you both

I kinda hope I find the strength to let him go

But then again, I kinda don't

I kinda don't