Overexposed

I want you to know me, mm But I wish you didn't know me so well Kind of nice to be lonely, mm Knowing I can hurt only myself And I think I'm keeping it together, but I'm barely vertical (I'm barely vertical) 'Cause I hear your voice again, and then I'm getting vertigo (getting vertigo) And now I'm laying down my weapons And it's left me vulnerable (left me vulnerable) And I don't like being vulnerable But I got slowly overexposed to you How'd I go and get so damn close to you? Now you're living in my head You're in my system Should strengthen my defense But instead I unfold I'm overexposed to you (I'm over exposed to you) You keep seeing me clearer, mm Makes it hard to keep lying so well Keep my mask by the mirror, mm I need it close when I hide from myself What if I speak this thing to life and it isn't mutual? (Ooh) What if I give you ways to hurt me, and you go and use them all? (Ooh) But what if I lay it on the line and it turns out beautiful? (Ooh) Maybe I'm delusional (ooh) But I'm so overexposed to you How'd I go and get so damn close to you? Now you're living in my head You're in my system (in my head, my system) Should strengthen my defense But instead I unfold I'm overexposed to you Oh, I'm exposed to you Ah, mm Maybe I can escape it, if I let you go And I can survive it, if I'm control 'Cause I'll never be safe while I'm baring my throat And I can't bear to say it, but you already know And I came here with armor, my battle to lose And the heartbreak within and I break and I bruise I'm trying to say you see through me And I'm over exposed to you How'd I go and get so damn close to you? Now you're living in my head You're in my system Should strengthen my defense But instead I unfold I'm overexposed to you