Lyrics
Every time I walk out of the house
Put on another face, just to blend in with the crowd
So nobody sees me
You would never believe me
I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healin'
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grievin'
Thought I was a fighter
I'm still in the fire
But if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
I'll give you roses
Just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
I'm sittin' here, waitin' and prayin'
For someone to show me what love is
I'm just bein' honest
I'm just bein' honest
Every time, I'm past the hardest part
Here comes another ghost, just to pull me to the dark
I thought it was over
God, let this be over
'Cause if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
I'll give you roses
Just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
I'm sittin' here, waitin' and prayin'
For someone to show me what love is
I'm just bein' honest
I'm just bein' honest, mmm, mmm
I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healin'
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grievin'
Thought I was a fighter
Thought I was a fighter
I'm still in the fire
'Cause if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
I'll give you roses
Just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
Don't see 'em, don't see 'em, no
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
I'm at my darkest
I'm sittin' here, waitin' and prayin'
For someone to show me what love is
I'm just bein' honest
Written by: Cj Fam, Cydney Fam, Dennis Cook, Dorian Lackey, Kyndal Inskeep, Tyler Ward