Polaroid

I've never felt more alone

It's a Friday night and I'm at home

What if I started to fade?

Don't know how much more of this I can take

I see you doin' well, I know you happy as can be

And I'm tryna be happy that you happier than me

Went from lovers now we enemies

Why can't you be dead to me?

'Cause then I wouldn't have to wish these memories

Would just fade away like polaroids

Guess that I don't got a choice

Singin' out my heart to you

But feel like I don't got a voice

Tryna be the one that make you smile like he does

I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love

You fade away like polaroids

Feel like I can't hear your voice

I just turn my music up, hopin' that it's gon' drown the noise

I had let you down, he came around and picked you up

I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love

You deserve better than what I could give

I'm tryna say fuck it, it is what it is

Hard to say that when I keep lookin' back, reminicin' 'bout all of the shit that we did

Remember when I first met you, we started as friends

I slowly started gettin' attached

You had me scared that I might fall in love again, and my heart wasn't ready for that

The sound of your voice really hit when I hear it

That smile on your face, it do somethin' to my spirit

I put my heart in a cage, and I locked it away

But you still find a way to get near it

How you find love in a heart so cold?

I know that you probably want to let me go

I'm alone, tryna right these wrongs

I know you probably hate me, for sure

Know that I hurt you, I can't take it back, hope you know that was never the goal

Havin' your favorite scrunchie on top of my wrist, it felt better than havin' it froze

I can't let it go

I'm tryin' to hide all this pain, if you look in my eyes, it'll show

You were my ride or die, but we still alive

Guess this is the end of the road

But I know that you is happy as can be

And I'm tryna be happy that you happier than me

Went from lovers, now we enemies

Why can't you be dead to me?

'Cause then I wouldn't have to wish these memories

Would just fade away like polaroids

Guess that I don't got a choice

Singin' out my heart to you

But feel like I don't got a voice

Tryna be the one that make you smile like he does

I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love

You fade away like polaroids

Feel like I can't hear your voice

I just turn my music up, hopin' that it's gon' drown the noise

I had let you down, he came around and picked you up

I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love

I've never felt more alone

It's a Friday night and I'm at home

What if I started to fade?

Don't know how much more of this I can take