Had It Hard

It's been a hard time livin' alone

Mmm

Yeah, uh, uh

Had it hard

Don't got to complain 'bout the pain

**** see the scars

Ain't no point in ventin' about my hurt

If they gon' disregard it

Long as they know I'm the hardest

Think you in my lane, ain't no thang

Let's see who get the farthest

Think it's time to talk my shit

'Cause I'm way too lit

Swear to god, I used to pray that it'd be days like this

Oh Lord, I can't take it anymore

No more sleepin' on that floor

Got back by my own family

That shit hurt me, them my–

Can't stop now

Say they proud of me

I know they still talk down on me

When I'm not around

How you throwin' all this shade

After all that love I gave?

They won't give me flowers

Nah, they rather throw 'em on my grave

Say your heart is where your home is

Easy to say that until you actually really homeless

Thankful for my parents for them times that we ain't have none

Still manage to keep a happy home when we ain't have one

Hide my pain in every lyric

To make sure y'all feel it more

Say they want to see that side of me

That they ain't seen before

Know that everything I got, I earned

Been a long time comin'

But I know it's my time

'Cause we done had a hard time livin'

Escaped those trenches

From project buildings and Motel 6's, oh

I got a feelin' it's only the beginnin'

And I'ma make a killin' so ain't no givin' up