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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lil Tjay
Lil Tjay
Vocals
Jadakiss
Jadakiss
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jason Phillips
Jason Phillips
Songwriter
Andrej Marko
Andrej Marko
Songwriter
Joseph Boyden
Joseph Boyden
Songwriter
Ryan Martinez
Ryan Martinez
Songwriter
Brendan Walsh
Brendan Walsh
Songwriter
Tione Merritt
Tione Merritt
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Andyr
Andyr
Producer
SephGotTheWaves
SephGotTheWaves
Producer
G. Ry
G. Ry
Producer
Non Native
Non Native
Producer
Oscar Cornejo
Oscar Cornejo
Recording Engineer
robbie soukiasyan
robbie soukiasyan
Mixing Engineer
Chris Gehringer
Chris Gehringer
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Intro]
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
Hole in a heart
[Chorus]
Got me sittin' wit' a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Said internal all my hurts, so wear no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's fucked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized
[Verse 1]
Don't think I can say, "I hate you," but you did me dirty
As real as I kept it, you never respected, I never rejected nothin' that you need
I know in the streets, shit wicked, how it be, I just never thought me
Cheat up but it's OD, glad your demon side, I got to see
Focused, ain't wastin' no time, I pour up, get money and let the pain flow out in rhymes
Yeah, I go crazy for mine, if I tell you I love you then I can never do you slime
Bitches be snake, don't be blind, never let 'em knock you off your grind
I ain't never tell a ho she mine again, I'm in love with money, bitch, I'm fine
[Chorus]
Got me sittin' wit' a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Said internal all my hurts, so wear no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's fucked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized (Yeah)
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized (Trauma, that's it)
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized (Spin)
[Verse 2]
Traumatized
Not the type that'll really let the drama slide
Shell casings, I'ma let the llama fly (Brrt)
That's the reason I don't fuck with your mama's side (Nah)
Over loving can lead to a homicide (Uh-huh)
Trust issues, gotta put the bond aside
You ain't even give me a chance to compromise (Uh-uh)
You just let it in free, you just count the lies (Damn)
We was supposed to lock in and go hard (Mmm)
Had all the Chanel and the Goyard (Yeah)
P-Y-P, should've played your part (Yeah)
You was so dumb, thought you was so smart (Stupid)
Only thing a **** could do is go spar (Yeah)
Use your mind but don't lose your heart (Never)
Never knew the world that we live in was so dark (Woo)
When they put the knife in your back, it's so sharp (What?)
[Chorus]
Got me sittin' wit' a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Said internal all my hurts, so wear no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's fucked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized
Written by: Andrej Marko, Brendan Walsh, Jason Phillips, Jayden Merritt, Joseph Boyden, Lil Tjay, Ryan Martinez
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