Losses (Bonus)

Lil Tjay

Can't change, I remember what I've been through

So when I spit, no need for pencils

Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental

Done seen some shit I can't get into

I'm just tryna be somebody influential

A lot of souls I could vent to

My success is not somethin' coincidental

And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it

Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"

Sometimes, we just do some stupid shit when we be off it

I done see too many **** die, so I'm precautious

Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous

Guess this what this comes with, playin' with them bosses

Could've caught a hammer charge, the other day I tossed it

Worried 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted

I gave **** trust, real love and they crossed it

Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it

Mad that you can't meet me, I be drippin' different sauces

Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses

Losses, losses, all these god damn losses

Tired of takin' all these god damn losses

Can't change, I remember what I've been through

So when I spit, no need for pencils

Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental

Done seen some shit I can't get into

I'm just tryna be somebody influential

A lot of souls I could vent to

My success is not somethin' coincidental

And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way

I still be reminiscin' moments from my dog days

That's why I stay away from **** and they slug ways

I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me

'Lot of **** in they Birkin, they be salty

**** heavy on my body, get 'em off me

New ice, it's shinin', it's flossy

'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costy

Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (Make it out)

**** don't know what I went through (No, no, no)

Self taught, I had to learn the fundamentals ('Mentals)

I ain't tryna be resentful (No)

I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to (Oh, oh, oh)

'Cause everybody so judgemental (Oh, whoa, whoa)

If you want it, run and get it, fuck her gentle (Oh, oh, oh)

Let that hunger deep inside represent you

Can't change, I remember what I've been through (Been through, been through)

So when I spit, no need for pencils (Pencils)

Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (Mental, mental)

Done seen some shit I can't get into (Into)

I'm just tryna be somebody influential ('Ential, 'ential)

A lot of souls I could vent to (Vent to)

My success is not somethin' coincidental ('Dental, 'dental)

And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it

Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"

Sometimes, we just do some stupid shit when we be off it

I done see too many **** die, so I'm precautious

Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous

This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses

Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day I tossed it

Worried 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted

Losses

Tired of takin' all these god damn losses