Feeling Strange

Praying, I ask God to keep me safe

I called Dot to keep me covered with this Drac so I'm okay

Go through a lot, I almost tried to give it up the other day

I can't really explain the feeling but I been feeling strange

I had to cut some **** off, I hope it's loyalty in the ones left

I can't take another loss, 'cause them be the times when no one was there

I know shit get hard but it's only fair

Heard you don't want to go alone 'cause it get lonely there

But you came in this world on your own

Trying to separate my rights from wrongs

They been trying to take my life, got to make it home

But I been trying to play alright, my **** gone

When I say DND, I'm not only talking 'bout my phone

Boy, you got to man up 'cause right now you not acting like it's grown

It's like I speak but ain't saying nothing, no, they won't never understand us

Boy, none of us playing, how you think you playing us?

You want to help me wrap it in rubber bands, but you weren't around when it got ran up

Try to find the love they said they had but it wasn't found

Just let me know if it's real (I wanna know)

Praying, I ask God to keep me safe

I called Dot to keep me covered with this Drac so I'm okay

Go through a lot, I almost tried to give it up the other day

I can't really explain the feeling but I been feeling strange

It's like I abuse this shit, just to still have my pain in the end

Don't know what excuses is, I'm a Father now, I can't make them shits again

Got to play by them rules to live

I know you might not feel it, just know that my love for you for real

I pour up for two

And on my cup I wrote R.I.P Juice

They told you what it took for them to win, they ain't tell you you could lose

They just told you 'bout my dark side, so when you meet him don't even be surprised

What's seen when you look inside, I see nothing but lies

All in they face, I see disguise

Shit full of hate trying to play me like I ain't great, they better stop it

Ain't shit left to say, the whole world fake, we already know, let's switch the topic

I be trying to not let shit bother me, 'cause it ain't bringin' no profit

I ain't got to tell you to watch my back, I know you got me

Just hold it down if next time they get me

I know slippers count and for the most part I'ma be on point

We'll just sit outside and wait until the sun come

Praying, I ask God to keep me safe

I called Dot to keep me covered with this Drac so I'm okay

Go through a lot, I almost tried to give it up the other day

I can't really explain the feeling but I been feeling strange

I had to cut some **** off, I hope it's loyalty in the ones left

I can't take another loss, 'cause them be the times when no one was there

I know shit get hard but it's only fair