Memories

Memories feel like a disease Or some kind of bad infection Spreading in all directions Just memories as far as my mind can see I don't want the good with the bad Why can't this be the only time I've ever had? Memories, forgive me please I'm lonesome without you But I'm a wreck thinking about you Just memories as far as my mind can see It's too sad looking back I'm alright of that, I'm sure Until I'm crying on the kitchen floor I swear that I'm fine Until I'm traveling back in time To all those memories For an hour, I forget And then my heart starts paying debts If I'm alone for a little while I can only see his smile And all those memories