Growth

Sometimes I pick myself up Other times I just can't Sometimes my friends are laughing with me sometimes they aren't Sometimes i take it a little far to attempt to numb the pain But i still wake up in the morning and feel the fucking same Time changing With the old faces Imma never be on my own But the doll faces And the temptations Imma hide that shit from my soul Time changing With the old faces Imma never be on my own But the doll faces And the temptations Imma hide that shit from my soul Music is my exhaust And all these stepping stones Along the way Finding better reasons To leave my phone at home today Everything to this point Brings me closer to the source Im sick of suicidal thoughts And diving through remorse Im just saying That i just need support From all my forts Cuz i cant help to drop shit mates Like chopping jeans to shorts Im waiting at the fence Waiting for it all to make sense Like a lost race horse Running for a few cents Intense Aint the way to describe my ideal day But lately everythings Been heading that way I know its not always easy To find the words to say Sometimes i wanna end it Take the short road away from this pain Relax the tension and the strain What happened to the fun days We danced around on sunday We play music now just to make it through the mondays Just to make it through the mondays Sometimes i just Sometimes i just Feel the love im growing and moving forward Sometimes i just Sometimes i just Growing and moving forward Sometimes i just Sometimes i just Feel the love im growing and moving forward Sometimes i just Sometimes i just Growing and moving forward Im moving forward And all my support Well their in orbit Like gravity but pushing me forward so i can score it Without them My vision could never be so clear I'd be locked up by bars Of anxiety and fear im so thankful For all the constant things you tought The patience that you have and all the battles that you've faught Im talking to you now and i mean it with all my thought I wouldn't be here now without your love and support Time changing With the old faces Imma never be on my own But the doll faces And the temptations Imma hide that shit from my soul Time changing With the old faces Imma never be on my own But the doll faces And the temptations Imma hide that shit from my soul