Between Two Worlds

Oh, it's this time of the year A very so merry night we hold dear So many, so many regrets bring me to tears Not many, not many notice nor care Oh, my Saviour Oh, why does a common fire hold so much power? If only we could be forever naive and pure If only we could lead painless futures If only there could be a forgiving world Maybe, maybe that was when I chose to stay fallen Lights, a star, a voice A twisted thought A touch (a touch), a kiss (a kiss) A distorted dream Ripples (ripples), a well (a well) A stone (a stone) A multiplying desire (desire) A fruit (a fruit), a sin (a sin) A holy mother (a holy mother) I'm infected, I'm infected You have invaded and re-created me Stepped over my body (over my body) Found a sunny spot, curled into a ball Spinning out the silk from my head to toe Inside the warm cocoon, I dreamt to be like you Though I know there's no undo What do I have left to lose? Split, a sky An earth, I fell into a crack (a crack) A birth (a birth), an egg (an egg) A freshly opened membrane A cell, a rot A face returned to ashes A wound, an art A sentient canvas Breaking, breaking, breaking the shell Breaking out, oh, break it now Show me how, show me how Listen up, my broken child Let's lament (let's lament) Let's lament (let's lament) The life, the death, the good, the bad The never-ending curse we cast Control, control, control, release Control, betray, control, let go Conceal, reveal, unreal, surreal Invoke, evoke, decode, reload Let's lament (let's lament) Let's lament (let's lament) The past that only got to live in the incomplete holy land Celestial (ayiah) We're astral (ayiou) I'm reborn (le rheaiah) Total liberation (katre o lamenta) My tender skin A vagitus song (essential) I breathed (eventual) And screamed (eternal) From my new lungs (inevitable freeing of the soul)