Dead Rabbit

I should have been a better brother to you

Dead Rabbit

The body aches

The pins and needles ran through your veins

Burning limbs and blind spells

Were just a fraction of the pain you faced

Guilty

I'm sorry, I wasn't by your side

Broken

Now I'm beating myself up, 'cause you were right by mine

Brother

Your voice inside my head

Is what gets me through

Keep sake

I'll keep these ashes around my neck

In the memory of you

I'll see you in the end

Feelings of guilt constantly clouding my mind

How could this happen to you?

Plans we had for the future now gone

We had so much left do

Will anyone ever get your story now?

You were writing your words for the world to hear

Your cries for help

Now we'll will never know your ache

Fighting to carry on your legacy

You were hurting, just trying to numb the pain

You weren't trying to leave us for good

How do we move on from this?

Knowing we will never see you again

These words were yours

“You don't know real pain

Until you feel mine

Losing faith on a bathroom floor”

And that's exactly how you went

The thought of you curled up on the floor

Will haunt us forever

The thought of you curled up on the floor

Will haunt us forever

I'm sorry

And I fucking miss you