Twelve / Seventeen

Help me forget

You always looked back until that day

When I looked into your eyes, you were so far away

Clear as day, there was nobody home

I grit my teeth, I was alone

It's been years (It's been years)

And I can't get you out of my thoughts

I wanna forget (I wanna forget)

My stomach's tied in knots

Am I guilty

Of wanting to forget?

I'm cursed

With that look in your eyes

A demon inside

You were reborn to die

His hand gripped your soul and tried to take it all away

A demon inside

I saw the struggle in your eye

It never goes away

Nothing gold can stay

You always looked back

Until that day

You always looked back

When I looked into your eyes

You were so far away (So far away)

This disease has taken you

And I can't ask you to stay

This still creeps into my mind

How the fuck could I forget

When you asked me

"Can I die yet?"

"Can I die yet?"