I Never Loved Myself Like I Loved You

I'm falling out of touch

'Cause I hate myself too much

No, I can't, I was never made to

I never loved myself like I loved you

I can't say I know

When I'm gonna shut down 'cause I don't

Remember when I told you

I could never show you, no

The state of mind that I am in

The hurricane I thought I lost you in

It's flooding through my bloodstream

Drowning out my heartbeat

I'm running out of time

I'm running out of light

I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out

I'm falling out of touch

'Cause I hate myself too much

No, I can't, I was never made to

I never loved myself like I loved you

I don't understand why I'm so afraid of who I am

Twenty seven years now

I've been tryin' to push it down

The self-loathing comes and goes

Heavy like the life I've always known

Maybe you could help me

Maybe you could show me another way out

I'm running out of time

I'm running out of light

I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out

I'm falling out of touch

'Cause I hate myself too much

No, I can't, I was never made to

I never loved myself like I loved you

I'm running

I'm running out of time

I'm falling

I'm falling now

I'm running out of time

I'm running out of light

I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out

I'm falling out of touch

'Cause I hate myself too much

No, I can't, I was never made to

I never loved myself, I never loved myself

No, I can't, I was never made to

I never loved myself like I loved you