Don't Wanna Die

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live

'Cause the more I try, the less I get back

Who am I? Someone who's afraid to see the other side

Victim to a fate filled with trauma

Who am I? Someone who can fix up every problem, except for mine

'Cause I don't even try

I can see the bottom

It's getting closer, I'm movin' faster

Look in the mirror, all that I see is a monster

I lose composure, I can not listen

I swear to God

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live

'Cause the more I try, the less I get back

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live

'Cause in my twenty years, I have never felt a thing

How am I numb? I just wanna feel something

Staring at the sun, looking for a break

Runnin' out of luck, I can't seem to find it and I couldn't give a fuck

I don't ask for much

But I can see the bottom

It's getting closer, I'm movin' faster

Look in the mirror, all that I see is a monster

I lose composure, I can not listen

I swear to God

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live

'Cause the more I try, the less I get back

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live

'Cause in my twenty years, I have never felt a thing

I can see the bottom

It's getting closer, I'm movin' faster

Look in the mirror, all that I see is a monster

I lose composure, I can not listen

I swear to God

I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live

'Cause the more I try, the less I get back