I've Been so Lost for so Long

I've been so lost for so long

Every street's a dead end

Every sign points behind me

If you need me, don't

You can't trust a man who can't even find his way home

My impaired intuition is telling me

Just to give in

If you find me

Would you please remind me

Why I woke up today?

I feel so sick

Doctor, it hurts

When I exist

This isn't a pain

I'm usually in

I hope it's not contagious

Maybe I'm asleep

And this is all a dream

I can't believe my life is happening to me

If you find me

Would you please remind me

Why I should wake up tomorrow?

This is me

Reaching out to you

Publicly

So, what else is new?

Maybe I'm asleep

And this is all a dream