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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Hayley Williams
Hayley Williams
Additional Vocals
Kristina Dutton
Kristina Dutton
Violin
Mike Kinsella
Mike Kinsella
Vocals
Nate Kinsella
Nate Kinsella
Performer
Steve Holmes
Steve Holmes
Performer
Steven Joseph Lamos
Steven Joseph Lamos
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Michael Thomas Kinsella
Michael Thomas Kinsella
Songwriter
NATHAN THOMAS KINSELLA
NATHAN THOMAS KINSELLA
Songwriter
Stephen Michael Holmes
Stephen Michael Holmes
Songwriter
Steven Joseph Lamos
Steven Joseph Lamos
Songwriter
Kristina Dutton
Kristina Dutton
String Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Adria Otte
Adria Otte
Recording Engineer
Dave Kutch
Dave Kutch
Mastering Engineer
Jason Cupp
Jason Cupp
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sensitivity deprived
I can't feel a thing inside
I blamed my father in my youth
Now as a father, I blame the booze
I have become uncomfortably numb
[Verse 2]
Whose ugly side is the ugliest?
Sensitivity deprived
All my sympathy prescribed
Whose hands are tied to a contortionist?
I used to struggle in my youth
Now I'm used to struggling for two
I have become uncomfortably numb
[Chorus]
The lessons
The lessons
Are so much
Are so much
Less obvious
The further you get from home
The further I get from home
How will you exist
How will I exist
Without consequence?
I'll let you know
[Verse 3]
We were gentle to begin
When I pushed you around to break you in
Now whenever I try to be clear with you
I only end up feeling see-through
I've tried, but you've won
Comatose, like father like son
[Chorus]
The lessons
The lessons
Are so much
Are so much
Less obvious
The further you get from home
The further I get from home
Well, how will you exist?
How will I exist?
I don't wanna know
Blacked out, redacted
I just want you home
I'll make new friends
In the ambulance
Written by: American Football
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