Alone In A Room

I've been away, a little while

Sometimes I just can't help myself

When my mind's running wild

I seem to lose grip on reality

And I try to disregard

The crazy things the voices tell me to do

But it's no use

I tried to own it

Write songs about it

Believe me, I tried

In the end, I needed to breathe

Find inspiration

Some kind of purpose

To take a second to face

The shit that makes me me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

Every moment, every second, every trespass

Every awful thing, every broken dream

A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To be alone in a room, alone in a room

I saw the world a couple of times

Tried to cure the ache with absence

But that hole was still a hole

And my mind kept playing tricks on me

Feeling older every day

Took everything I had to not crash and burn

But I'm starting to learn

Sometimes I'll fall down

Sometimes I'll lose hope

But those days will be few

If I keep my feet on the ground

I might be lonely

But I ain't alone here

So I keep pushing the limits

Of what makes me me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

Every moment, every second, every trespass

Every awful thing, every broken dream

A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To be alone in a room, alone in a room

I can be better than I was

I can be better than I am

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

Every moment, every second, every trespass

Every awful thing, every broken dream

A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To be alone in a room, alone in a room