Feel Me Now

With your hands around my throat Watch me while I choke Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt I miss the void of your sin I miss the taste of your skin I don't know where to begin again (again) I hear the words from your mouth But there is no easy way out Some things are better when left unspoken now Can we start again somehow? Tell me, can you feel me now? 'Cause I can't fight this by myself With your hands around my throat Watch me while I choke Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt I know there's no room for hope Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt I know the things that you did I've been a victim of it Hold me to standards, you've already broken now I feel all the pressure building I don't think I can fight it off 'Cause I gave you my everything and that was not enough That was not enough Can we start again somehow? With your hands around my throat Watch me while I choke Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt I know there's no room for hope Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out Tell me, can you feel me now? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out Tell me, can you feel me now? I wanna say, the person that I was, was not okay But you can't go and hand all of the blame to me It's plain to see you weren't there for me Don't turn away Because I'd do anything to make you stay Don't tell me I'm the one who walked away With your hands around my throat Watch me while I choke Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt I know there's no room for hope Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out Tell me, can you feel me now? Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out You're my fear and you're my doubt