Struggle

I sometimes think to when I was young

To happier times, now they have gone

I’ll try to remember the things that made me smile

So here is a story of how it began

How it has gone and what is the plan

I’ll try to remember the things that made me smile

And do you even know

Oh, what it’s like to lose a life?

A life in which you needed more time

And do you even care

What’s going on inside my mind?

I feel I can’t escape, what now?

Oh, I struggle remembering your face

I wake up without a smile on my face

I notice the world's turning but I’m stood still

And the voices inside of my head

Oh, they tell me that I will wind up dead

If I continue the path that I’m on

Oh, I loved you, but you didn’t care

I needed you and you was not there

And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees

And do you even care?

What's going on inside my mind

I feel I can’t escape, what now?

Oh, I struggle remembering your face

I wake up without a smile on my face

I notice the world's turning but I’m stood still

And the voices inside of my head

Oh, they tell me that I will wind up dead

If I continue the path that I’m on

Oh, I loved you, but you didn’t care

I needed you and you was not there

And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Now I’m older and the years have been kind

I understand but I’m far from wise

<span begin="3:06.555" end="3:11.939">I was just a boy but I just could not cry</span> <span ttm:role="x-bg"><span begin="3:12.274" end="3:15.444">(Oh, oh, oh)</span></span>

Not because I, I didn’t care

I understand that life’s not fair

<span begin="3:21.383" end="3:27.600">It’s not your fault, I will carry on</span> <span ttm:role="x-bg"><span begin="3:27.071" end="3:29.805">(Oh, oh, oh)</span></span>

But I struggle remembering your face

I look back on what we have made

I still remember the things that made me smile

You made me smile