Take Me First

It's too late to turn back now

Oh, God, I tried but I don't know how

I want to be someone you used to hate, without the memory of the pain

I went too far, now we can't restart

It's like we cut the brakes, tore 'em off the car

Ninety miles inside the dark, familiar scars, and electric hearts

I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made

And I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape

If I could wake up, I'd hesitate

But it's too late to turn back now

Oh, God, I tried but I don't know how

If I could escape it

I'd trade in the blame, you can take it

If it doesn't take me first

If it doesn't take me first

I lie to myself like it's not too late

Convinced the past can still be changed

We know it's gone, but I can't move on

I want to rewind, but it just replays

Jumping on a hand grenade

But it won't go off, no, it won't go off

But it's too late to turn back now

Oh, God, I tried but I don't know how

If I could escape it

I'd trade in the blame, you can take it

If it doesn't take me first

Know I'm gonna die in this bed I made

And I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape

If I could wake up, I'd

But it's too late to turn back now

Oh, God, I tried but I don't know how

If I could escape it

I'd trade in the blame, you can take it

If it doesn't take me first

If it doesn't take me first