Wrongside

I'm getting older, but the fears don't change It's all the same except my age I wanna know if I could live a day Without the shame of my mistakes Hold them close to my chest Replay every misstep But I'm doing my best Downward spiral again Losing touch with my friends Call them back when this ends 'Cause I'm tongue-tied Tryna tell myself I'm alright Always running on the wrong side of my mind It's been a long ride Spinning circles and I'm so tired Always running on the wrong side of my mind Sometimes I wonder if I'd be happy If I gave up on of all of these dreams The line is getting so fucking blurry With what I want and what I need Hold them close to my chest Replay every misstep But I'm doing my best Downward spiral again Losing touch with my friends Call them back when this ends 'Cause I'm tongue-tied Tryna tell myself I'm alright Always running on the wrong side of my mind It's been a long ride Spinning circles and I'm so tired Always running on the wrong side of my mind It all feels out of reach And it used to never be How'd I get so far deep? The blame is on me, I'm my worst enemy Always tongue-tied Tryna tell myself I'm alright Always running on the wrong side of my mind It's been a long ride Spinning circles and I'm so tired Always running on the wrong side of my mind