Featured In
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Initial Talk
Remixer
Alan Wyffels
Musician
Mike Hadreas
Vocals
Blake Mills
Synthesizer
Phoebe Bridgers
Vocals
Ethan Gruska
Vocals
Matt Chamberlain
Drums
Pino Palladino
Bass Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Alan Wyffels
Composer
Mike Hadreas
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Initial Talk
Producer
Blake Mills
Producer
Greg Koller
Mixing Engineer
Joseph Lorge
Engineer
Masaaki Asada
Producer
Vlado Meller
Engineer
Lyrics
[Intro]
I-I-I
I-I-I
[Verse 1]
I'm trying, but still, I close my eyes
The dreaming, bringing his face to mine
(Lock the door)
The constant buzzing all through the night
The fighting rips me all up inside
(On the floor)
I pace, I run my mouth
I pray and wait
I cross out his name on the page
[Chorus]
(How long 'til), this washes away?
(How long 'til), my body is safe?
(How long 'til), I walk in the light?
(How long 'til), this heart isn't mine?
[Verse 2]
The rise and fall of his chest on me
I'm trying, but still, it's all I see
The violent current of energy
I hide it away and underneath
(Lock the door)
I shake
I promise every day to change
I cross out his name on the page
[Chorus]
(How long 'til), this washes away?
(How long 'til), my body is safe?
(How long 'til), I walk in the light?
(How long 'til), this heart isn't mine?
[Bridge]
Take this wildness away, ah
And away, ah
And away, ah
[Instrumental]
I'm trying, but still, I close my eyes
The dreaming, bringing his face to mine
(Out the door)
I pace, I run my mouth
I pray to change
I cross out his name on the page
[Chorus]
(How long 'til), this washes away?
(How long 'til), my body is safe?
(How long 'til), this heart isn't mine?
[Outro]
I-I-I-I just want him in my arms, hey
I-I-I
I-I-I
Written by: Alan Wyffels, Mike Hadreas