Build Me A House

Travelled all over the world (all over the world) To get all the bricks (to get all the bricks) To get all the stones (to get all the stones) But I just wanted you to know (wanted you to know) That I ain't ready yet (I ain't ready yet) 'Cause I wanna move, always move (move) If you build me a house, I might run away 'Cause there's places that I know my spirit never stays Never knew what home is, uh Do you know what home is? Oh If you build me a house, I might run away 'Cause there's places that I know my spirit never stays Never knew what home is, uh Do you know what- Do you know what home is? Do you know what home is? (Never knew) Yeah (never), mm (never) I find comfort in discomfort Pretty strange One moment I settle down Next second I want change Coping mechanisms that always remain When you're used to self-destruction Who's the one to blame? I've known chaos all my life, so Chaos is what I chase My therapist told me, "RIMON (slow down your pace) You got plenty love to give But now, it's time to take You deserve the white-painted walls (yeah) The flowers in the hallway" But I trade them all for the highway Shook hands with all of my vices Storm is loud for those who are quiet Hope one day your love is requited 'Cause you be too nice, nice I be too rough, rough You be polite-lite I just be stuck Got rid of the backpack Loaded with big rocks 'Cause I can't frame a picture that ain't mine Haulin's on these girls, came home since I was just a youngin' Damn, I off the pain, don't ever come and date me under I'm used to the feeling on the edge, me, I feel all young Whoa-oh, whoa, yeah If you lookin' at my soul, it's empty (yeah) It was me, my mama, my auntie (yeah) Said the money was locked, you kept me (yeah) No more jiggin' on the road, niggas check me (yeah) Damn, I had to be the man at 16 (yeah) And the time won't stop, it's ticking (yeah) She wanna get me stable, but I'm slipping (yeah) But the PTSD just kicked in (damn) Now you build me a house, and I ran away Hope one day you understand why I just couldn't stay Hope I know what home is, uh But for now, I'm homeless, oh Now you build me a house, and I ran away Hope one day you understand why I just couldn't stay Hope I know what home is, uh But for now, I'm- But for now, I'm homeless But for now, I'm homeless