Reasons

I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second

I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking

I'm so impatient, and I know I need to stop and listen

I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it

I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings

Yeah, I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing

I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression

What will it take to finally say (I've learned my lesson?)

A feeling that's in my bones

There's secrets I'll never know

Your mind is vacant in a place that is so nihilistic

Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim

You cannot change, and I know fate has made up its decision

I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in, yeah

But I can't let go

I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it

I can't get close

I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression

A feeling that's in my bones

There's secrets I'll never know

Should leave, but I can't let go

I'm weak and I'm losing hope

There's reasons I can't get close

(I can't get close)

A feeling that's in my bones

There's secrets I'll never know

Should leave, but I can't let go (let go)

I'm weak, and I'm losing hope (losing)

There's reasons I can't get close

(I can't get close)