Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Kendrick Lamar
Vocals
Duval Timothy
Piano
Tim Maxey
Additional Vocals
Sam Dew
Additional Vocals
Whitney Alford
Narrator
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kendrick Lamar
Songwriter
Duval Timothy
Songwriter
Sam Dew
Songwriter
Matt Schaeffer
Songwriter
Johnny Kosich
Songwriter
Mark Spears
Songwriter
J. Pounds
Songwriter
Jake Kosich
Songwriter
Tim Maxey
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
OKLAMA
Producer
J.LBS
Producer
Duval Timothy
Producer
Beach Noise (Matthew, Johnny, Jake)
Additional Producer
Tim Maxey
Additional Producer
Manny Marroquin
Mixing Engineer
Zach Pereyra
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Anthony J Vilchis
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Trey Station
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Michelle Mancini
Mastering Engineer
Andrew Boyd
Assistant Recording Engineer
Ray Charles Brown Jr.
Recording Engineer
Johnathan Turner
Recording Engineer
Sedrick Moore II
Assistant Recording Engineer
Matt Schaeffer
Recording Engineer
Johnny Kosich
Recording Engineer
James Hunt
Recording Engineer
Mark Spears
Producer
Lyrics
[Intro]
I hope you find some peace of mind
In this lifetime
Tell them, tell 'em, tell them the truth
I hope you find some paradise
Tell them, tell 'em the truth
Tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em your—
[Intro]
I been goin' through somethin'
1,855 days
I been goin' through somethin'
Be afraid
[Verse 1]
What is a bitch in a mini skirt?
A man in his feelin's with bitter nerve
What is a woman that really hurt?
A demon, you're better off killin' her
What is a relative? Make it repetitive narratives on how you did it first
That is a predator, hit reverse
All of your presidents' evil thirst
What is a neighborhood rep'table?
That is a snitch on a pedestal
What is a house with a better view?
A family, broken in variables
What is a rapper with jewelry?
A way that I show my maturity
What if I call on security? That mean I'm callin' on God for purity
[Verse 2]
I went and got me a therapist
I can debate all my theories and sharin' it, whoa
Consolidate all my comparisons
Humblin' up because time was imperative, whoa
Started to feel like it's only one answer to everything
I don't know where it is, whoa
Poppin' a bottle of Claritin, whoa
Is it my head or my arrogance? Whoa
[Verse 3]
Shaking and movin' like what am I doin'?
I'm flippin' my time through the Rolodex
Indulgin' myself in my life and my music
The world that I'm in is a cul-de-sac
The world that we're in is just menacin'
The demons portrayed are religionous
I wake in the mornin', another appointment
I hope the psychologist listenin'
[Chorus]
The new Mercedes with black G-Wagon
The "Where you from?", it was all for rap
I was twenty-eight years young, twenty mil' in the tax
Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice
Five hundred in jewelry, chain was magic
Never had it in public, late reaction
Fifty K to cousins, post the caption
Pray none of my enemies hold me captive
[Bridge]
I grieve different
I grieve different
Huh
[Verse 4]
I met her on the third night in Chicago, North America tour, my eyes closed
Fe-fi-fo-fum, she was a model, dedicated to the songs I wrote in the Bible
Eyes, light green, penetratin' the moonlight
Hair done in a bun, energy in the room like Big Bang for theory
God, hopin' you hear me, phone off the ringer, tell the world I'm busy
Fair enough, green-eyes said her mother didn't care enough
Sympathize when her daddy in the chain gang
Her first brother got killed, he was twenty-one
I was nine when they put Lamont in the grave
Heartbroken when Estelle didn't say goodbye
Chad left his body after we FaceTimed
Green-eyes said you'd be okay, first tour sex'd the pain away
[Bridge]
I grieve different
I grieve different
Huh
[Chorus]
The new Mercedes with black G-Wagon
The "Where you from?", it was all for rap
I was twenty-eight years young, twenty mil' in tax
Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice
Five hundred in jewelry, chain was magic
Never had it in public, late reaction
Fifty K to cousins, post the caption
Pray none of my enemies hold me captive
[Verse 5]
So what?
Paralyzed, the county building controlled us
I bought a Rolex watch, I only wore it once
I bought infinity pools I never swimmed in
I watched Keem buy four cars in four months
You know the family dynamics on repeat
The insecurities locked down on PC
I bought a .223, nobody peace treat
You won't doot-doot me, I smell TNT
Dave got him a Porsche, so I got me a Porsche
Paid lottery for it, I ain't want it in portions
Poverty was the case
But the money wipin' the tears away
[Outro]
I grieve different
Everybody grieves different
Everybody grieves different
I grieve different
Huh
Written by: Kendrick Lamar