IMMORTAL (feat. yourbeautifulruin)

Bowl in the dorm room, now they wanna fine me Weed in the joint rolled, hit it kinda lightly I just wanna feel something, I'm just tryna feel This shit feel like jogging suits we rocked in the '90s Daddy with the Jays on, mama in the Nikes Putting in my ponytails, wrapped real tightly I just wanna feel something, I'm just tryna feel All my friends have bled, led me back again Dark out all my thoughts or I self-deprecate instead Wrapped up all my rocks and now I wear them 'round my neck Put myself in spots I pray I'm never back again I swear I'm softer when I'm stoned, then alone hits better Look popping by the messages, they all been delivered Had to sober up the pen 'cause my songs not hitting Really writing just to throw it all away, not driven Niggas wanna rev their engines This is not a fucking race, my pace, no tension They biting off the craft just to make a few million I exist as a creative, what I make, I feel it Searching For your best life Always wondered how the birds could fly so high You will fall in Into the moment How will they remember me after I die? Only want me when I'm finished and polished Shit on my eyelids, contour on my cheekbones In fabrics you call stylish Hi, kid, never say it back, why you so silent? I am not your Barbie doll, I talk outside the private This shit is personal, this shit ain't workable Most shit ain't personal, wrote this verse on some versatile virtual vibes These niggas post they wanna pop 'til it's actually time To put the work in Internal searching, sit with the verbiage To dream gon' take some courage Pack light minimal storage To see gon' be euphoric I'm talking to myself, some shit I'm learning is important Writing notes to future me, guess you could call this work "herstoric" Searching For your best life Always wondered how the birds could fly so high You will fall in Into the moment How will they remember me after I die? (Yeah, yeah) Look This shit feel like 20 when we couldn't get no ID Bowl in the dorm room, now they wanna fine me Weed in the joint rolled, hit it kinda lightly I just wanna feel something, I'm just tryna feel This shit feel like jogging suits we rocked in the '90s Daddy with the Jays on, mama in the Nikes Putting in my ponytails, wrapped real tightly I just wanna feel something, I'm just tryna feel