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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Confessions of a Traitor
Confessions of a Traitor
Performer
Stephen Mac Conville
Stephen Mac Conville
Lead Vocals
Sebastian Olrog
Sebastian Olrog
Drums
Tony Nagle
Tony Nagle
Electric Bass Guitar
Jacob Brand
Jacob Brand
Electric Guitar
Jack Darnell
Jack Darnell
Electric Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Stephen Mac Conville
Stephen Mac Conville
Songwriter
Sebastian Olrog
Sebastian Olrog
Songwriter
Tony Nagle
Tony Nagle
Songwriter
Jacob Brand
Jacob Brand
Songwriter
Jack Darnell
Jack Darnell
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Andrew Wade
Andrew Wade
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Why can't you see you're smothering me?
Afraid you'll lose control, you hold too tight
You can't end the war inside me
(This is not your fight)
Peace is more than the absence of war
Peace is accord (Peace is accord)
Harmony
[PreChorus]
We rise by lifting others
Yeah, peacekeeper
If you're going through hell
Keep going
Yeah, peacekeeper
[Chorus]
God, I need to heal
I need to feel
I've put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I've still got more to give, oh, God
I need to heal
I just need to feel
I need to feel
[Bridge]
I'll fight for peace without remorse
Constant conflict is my curse
I won't let this be what buries me
I pray for silence
But I've got a throat full of fire and a head full of violence
[Instrumental]
Head full of violence
[Instrumental]
If you're going through hell
Keep going
Yeah, peacekeeper
[Chorus]
(God, I need to heal)
(I need to feel)
(I've put myself through hell)
God, I need to heal
I need to feel
I've put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I've still got more to give, oh, God
I need to heal
I just need to feel
[Instrumental]
I just need to heal
Written by: Jack Darnell, Jacob Brand, Sebastian Olrog, Stephen Mac Conville, Tony Nagle

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