The Firmament

I made a choice that I cannot defend

I could lose it all, I could start again

And in the night when I can hear a voice

I release the beast deep inside my soul

Is it just one hopeless failed experiment

To become a speck in the infinite

Or is every moment recorded and archived

And transferred on to someone else's life

I can't explain what it is that I feel right now

It's just I've lost the hope

And if I try not to feel what I have inside

I fear I'll never know

I can't remember that last time I got this close

To feeling nothing

To feeling that I could be detached from everything

Where do I start

How do I fall

Back into place

Where do I begin?

I can't explain what it is that I feel right now

It's just I've lost the hope

And if I try not to feel what I have inside

I fear I'll lose myself