LoveSick

Hey, I heard you're doing better, never knew you as a quitter

And I'm glad you're doing okay

I don't know if you remember all the times you wrote me letters

And I think you took me out in fifth grade

And I think I told you no, I said I wanna take it slow

And I also called you gross to your face

But I think everybody knows it was just a funny joke

So, do you wanna go on that date?

I've been feeling quite amazing flying kites with you

Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself

It ain't good for my health

But I spend nights thinkin' of you, I write you songs when I miss you

I promise I'll be there to help, though I might need a ride

You keep catchin' my eyes

You're here when I'm terrified

Can't get you off of my mind

Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause I'm fiending on the Hennessy

Tell everyone I made it, though I'm miles from where I want to be

I told my story countless times to all these fucking companies

I used to be a worthless piece of shit, a boy with issues, see

I've changed throughout this year so much, the "Who" I was, you won't believe

Obsessed with being normal, faking cordial actions, fantasies

Situations playing out so perfect like the movie scenes

I want to take my mask off, but I'm scared because I'll never be enough for me

I think I'm losing grip on sanity

Oh, I've been feeling quite amazing flying kites with you

Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself

It ain't good for my health

But I spend nights thinkin' of you, I write you songs when I miss you

I promise I'll be there to help, though I might need a ride

You keep catchin' my eyes

You're here when I'm terrified

Can't get you off of my mind