Forget Your Number

Sitting on the bleachers in the gym

Pulling grey cotton down over my skin

I'm getting up to leave and now

You're walking in

I wish you never smiled at me

Now I'm pushing food around my plate

Wondering why you showed up

If you already ate

Why am I surprised when you always make me wait

Do the other dinner guests know?

Why can't I forget your number?

Don't you want me to recover?

Do I have a broken mirror?

Why do you look like a stranger?

Getting up at 5AM to run

How did you convince me

That we were having fun

Looking at your face is like staring at the sun

I close my eyes and you just get brighter

You're kissing the corners of my mouth

You tell me one day soon you won't be around

And I know that it's cruel but I can't stop

Counting down

I hope you move somewhere cold

There's no way we are breaking even

And I don't want you to stay

But it hurts more when you're leaving

Why can I forget your number?

Don't you want me to recover?

Do I have a broken mirror?

Why do you look like a stranger?

Am I talking underwater?

Way down here I feel much lighter

Why can't I forget your number?