Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Allison Olender
Acoustic Guitar
James Felice
Piano
Jesske Hume
Electric Bass Guitar
Will Lawrence
Drums
Ian Felice
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Allison Olender
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
James Felice
Producer
Tom Deis
Mixing Engineer
Nate Wood
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
I was in the van
When I saw the video
Where you ripped me apart
With a microphone
So I said to Mel
Well at least I exist
Can we pullover
Because I'm getting sick
I spent the night
And I let you bleach my hair
I tried not to cry
You tried not stare
And we fell asleep
On a pull out bed
Now do you pretend
That we never met
Does it count when
You fall in love
On a mountain
And no one is shouting
For you to watch out
And I know I kissed
Every single person with lips
But you were so special then
And you still are now
And on New Year's Eve
I told you I'd never leave
But I was not used to
Telling the truth back then
If I could
I'd do it all again
Got on the A
Took a train Upstate
Couldn't close my eyes
Or I'd see your face
And she texted me
And said I should be ashamed
Got a brand new phone
And I changed my name
I ate fast food
And stayed at my parents' place
Then I sent some nudes
Just to act my age
Should I be ashamed
At least I told the truth
Am I still to blame
If you moved on too
Does it count
When you fall in love
On a mountain
And no one's shouting
For you to watch out
And I know I kissed
Every single person with lips
But you were so special then
And you still are now
Went south on tour
Slept on a kitchen floor
And you stayed up with me
Because I was so scared of germs
And the radio
Plays that song
We danced so slow
Now are you dancing
To the same song with her
I can't stand to hear
That waltz anymore
Written by: Allison Olender