Awake in Berlin

It's 2am, I'm awake in Berlin For the first of two shifts You are on your way in To that restaurant on 12th That I never liked There's a word for this feeling here "Einsamkeit" And while I'm asleep, you are driving back home To the place where we lived Now you live there alone Where we'd hide from the landlord And the weird girls upstairs My guitar's in your closet I know it's safe there And I finally figured it out For the first time something's clear There's no way of summing this up Except to say that I don't know how I feel And I'm not sure I ever will The rain falls over Hamburg, it's late in the day When I find out you're leaving next month for L.A. And you packed up my things You talked to my sister When she comes home for Christmas She'll bring them back with her And I finally figured it out For the first time something's clear There's no way of summing this up Except to say that I don't know how I feel And I'm not sure I ever will I know that I love you I did and I still do And if this is a mistake Then it's one I have to make I finally figured it out For the first time something's clear There's no way of summing this up Except to say that I don't know how I feel And I'm not sure I ever I am not sure I ever I'm not sure I ever will