Losing from Within

Last night I took a picture of you sleeping But the flash went off and it woke you up You look terrified in the polaroid so I ripped it up After it got dark for some reason I kept saying it was late but couldn't bring myself to leave and When everything went quiet on the tv I realized You've already infiltrated my life And now I'm losing from within I should have known I'd never win Are you the chosen one or the pretender Either way I just have to surrender Surrender I swore you said you'd call me when I landed But it's been hours and you haven't yet And maybe you can't figure out the time zones Or maybe I'm just easy to forget And I realized You've already infiltrated my life And now I'm losing from within I should have known I'd never win Are you the chosen one or the pretender Either way I just have to surrender Surrender And I've been here before The question never changes And I always want more So tell me who is to blame When I'm losing from within I should have known I'd never win Are you the chosen one or the pretender Either way I just have to surrender Surrender Surrender