LONELY AND F*CKED UP

Where you going? Why you leaving? The **** is up?

I feel your soul here with me, but your body's gone

When I'm alone, I feel you near, I feel you close

It feels so wrong, it's been some years, still I don't know

Where you went, and who, what, and when I

Close my eyes, I see something I don't like

Wake up and I still hate what I've become

I can't believe my eyes

Blacked out drunk, I'm numb, I'm dumb high

Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would

I know I said that I'd change, but I never could

I'm still lonely and **** up

And I'ma be this way right here till my luck's up

I've never been the same ever since I lost one

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved

I'm still lonely and ****ed up

And I'm realizing now that I need your love

Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved

I never thought that I'd be here (Oh-oh)

And still feel lost

It don't feel right without you here (It don't)

I need your love

Thought I was good, but I was wrong (I thought)

Drowning my thoughts in Hennessy, praying to God

Asking myself, "Where'd I go wrong?"

I try, but I can't find

I said I'm fine, I lied

I know that I was wrong

And it hurts to know you're right

Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would (Oh no)

I know I said that I'd change, but I never could

I'm still lonely and **** up

And I'ma be this way right here till my luck's up

I've never been the same ever since I lost one

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved

I'm still lonely and **** up

And I'm realizing now that I need your love

Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved