Shit Show

I lost myself during my ride into the city on the bus

I caught my eyes locked in that comfortable position of falling in love

If I could, I would drink my troubles down the drain

But I don't wanna drink alone today

I'll drop the act of adolescence and I'll play a new part

I'll try to find where my voice went and I'll stop breaking my own heart

I'll laugh along, I'll sing the songs you wanna hear

Let me in, oh, let me near

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there, oh

I found myself faking a smile and making time to shake a hand for a living

I dropped my mind somewhere on the one line and didn't realize till I cried on Thanksgiving

The seasons change, the reasons always stay the same

I still have so many songs to name

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there

Maybe it's a memory

Or I read it in a magazine

But I swear I'd see your faces staring up at me

Or maybe this song is self-aware

And I'm singing here, and you're standing there

Waiting for the show to go on

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa

Honestly, it's a shit show, my god

But it's this show, I want to be there