Everleave

I make your coffee, pack your lunch

I've never heard, "Good morning, beautiful"

I always thought I asked too much

Is my fairytale idea of love delusional

And you've got no idea I'm drowning

Mind is racing, heart is pounding

Is today the day I walk away?

Maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy

'Cause there are days I think we'll be alright

But I can't keep pourin' from a cup so empty

Then turn my back and try to sleep at night

If nothing changes, I might break

I don't think you believe

I'll ever leave

Standin' at the kitchen sink

I wonder if you'll ask about my day

I'm washing off your dinner plate

And all I see is a decade down the drain

And you've got no idea I'm drowning

Mind is racing, heart is pounding

Is today the day I walk away?

I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy

'Cause there were days I thought we'd be alright

But I can't keep pourin' from a cup so empty

Then turn my back and try to sleep at night

If nothing changed, I said I'd break

I know you don't believe

I'll ever leave

Now I'm not leavin' lights on

I left 'em on for too long

I'm not wrong for this

And one day, it'll all make sense

For every night, you heard me plead

If one more reason's what you need

I guess me at 21 and 31

Just wanted different things

I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy

But now I know we'll never be alright

But I can't keep pourin' from a cup so empty

Then turn my back and try to sleep at night

Oh, nothing changed, I

Had to break to

Make myself believe

I'd ever leave

I'd ever leave

I thought I'd never leave