Everleave

I make your coffee, pack your lunch I've never heard "Good morning, beautiful" I always thought I ask too much Is my fairytale idea of love delusional? And you've got no idea I'm drowning Mind is racing, heart is pounding Is today the day I walk away? Maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy 'Cause there are days I think we'll be alright But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty Then turn my back and try to sleep at night If nothing changes, I might break I don't think you believe I'll ever leave Standing at the kitchen sink I wonder if you'll ask about my day I'm washing off your dinner plate And all I see is a decade down the drain And you've got no idea I'm drowning Mind is racing, heart is pounding Is today the day I walk away? I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy 'Cause there were days I thought we'd be alright But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty Then turn my back and try to sleep at night If nothing changed, I said I'd break I know you don't believe I'll ever leave Now I'm not leaving lights on I left 'em on for too long I'm not wrong for this And one day it'll all make sense For every night you heard me plead If one more reason's what you need I guess me at 21 and 31 Just wanted different things I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy But now I know I'll never be alright But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty Then turn my back and try to sleep at night Oh, nothing changed I had to break to Make myself believe I'd ever leave I'd ever leave I thought I'd never leave