In Spite (feat. no.cape)

I got regrets that I can't come to terms with people

I've hurt that, now live with the burden

I can't put out all the fires I'm burnin'

I need to know that I'm really a person

I don't know shit about shit, but if I really did

Would I look at my life the same way?

Nobody needs me, I said it before

And I promise the way that I feel never changed

My feelings remain

Emotion is ghosting inside of me

Never in touch with my brain

My anger contained

Betrayed again and again

Must be karma for causing the pain, yeah

I can not get this shit right

Obsessive, compulsive regrets fill my mind

From A.M. to P.M., I worry 'bout time

And the guilt in my heart gonna stay 'til I die

I can't get out, yeah

My hands are tied, uh

I'm feeling a way that I never seen

I'm out of my mind, yeah (I'm out of my mind)

You'll never know, yeah (you'll never know)

The truth of my suffering, uh (the truth of my suffering)

I got these problems

But even in spite, I'm not living broke (I'm not living broke)

I can't get out, yeah (I can't get out)

My hands are tied, uh (my hands are tied)

I'm feeling a way that I never seen

I'm out of my mind, yeah (I'm out of my mind)

You'll never know, yeah (you'll never know)

The root of my soul, uh (the root of my soul)

I got these problems

But even in spite, I'm not living broke, yeah (I'm not living broke)

Not living broke no more

Walk on the ocean floor

Said they all hate my guts

So, I ain't gon' waste my trust

All of my shoes got rips

But that's how I like the shit

They live in lies, and flex possessions

Say what you want, I'ma stay in my section

Raising my voice like a sermon with passion

Falling in love is a minor distraction

Tryna stay focused, my heartbeat exceeding

Know that I'm lost by the way that I'm speaking

Leaning in frames, seeing me falling

I hate this place, burn these walls

Look at this life we take for granted

I feel like I have it all

Waters rising, I been faking

Hearts been hiding all this hatred

I can't see my eyes, they're glowing

Call me out once, it starts snowing

Look how worthless my life is

Won't see the sun shining

Once I find my purpose

My songs will be diamonds

Won't see the sun shining

Once I find my purpose