Die Tonight (feat. autrioly)

If I keep my eyes closed

How will she know goodbyes

If I wanna die tonight, yes

Hear me if you want more

(Boyfifty)

Baby go easy on me

I cannot breathe

I cannot function

I barely could sleep

Whenever we talk

It's all in my dreams

It's eating my brain as we speak, yeah

I'm wanting you here

But feelings aside

You're with me today

But with him at night

Deny what you want

But say I'm not right

I'm just hoping and praying you—

Hoping and praying you're happy with him

I'm stuck in this room with a pad and a pen

I wanna call but I wrote this instead

A melody that's really gone in the wind

When I look up all I see is a mess

The look in your eyes, I'm loving you less

The knife in my back, the blood on my chest

I'm thinking I look good in red

Yeah

(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

If I keep my eyes closed

How will she know goodbyes

(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

If I wanna die tonight, yes

Hear me if you want more

Yeah, yeah

I can't remember when I felt okay

Knew that you were lying, could see in your face

I wanted to leave but you wanted to stay

I cannot trust anyone to this day

I am so paranoid

All of the voices inside of me getting a fight

Years fly by, got the same mind

If I listen to it, I might—

If I listen to it, I might cry

In the middle of a group of people outside

I don't really wanna lose the love of my life

When I'm sipping on the booze while I'm getting high

I don't need no help, I'm leaving soon

Didn't want to find no hope at twenty two

I don't trust myself to see it through

I just hope there's hope for me and you

Yeah

If I keep my eyes closed

How will she know goodbyes

If I wanna die tonight, yes

Hear me if you want more