Peace of Mind

Ten OZ on the track Gang Ay I just been feelin' different lately, man I been pouring eighths every day and popping bottles in the stu' and shit Some my niggas got years of they life took from them And I just wanna see all of mine (and I just wanna see all of mine) About half of my niggas they not even here Pour a Four up, it keep me from crying Doing shows made me miss Grandma birthday this year Who I don't even see all the time Trying to balance out family and my career (ay) All I really want is peace of mind (all I really want is peace of mind) All I really want is peace of mind (all I really want is peace of mind) I'm so deep in the streets, know some secrets I won't ever tell that could get me some time Seen so much in my life I got demons in me I don't fight, I just keep 'em inside (I just keep 'em inside) Ain't no fear if you seek, I won't hide Hardcore guaranteed I'ma ride Growing up, I had poor nigga dreams just to be on TV Shooting threes, throwing dimes Then I learned, wait, oh no, nigga dreams will chase yours What I just spent on drink was a dime Used to live in the slums, dishes all in the sink None to eat, cry, and sleep all the time Now I live in three states and I fly to LA to get high on the beach all the time And I hate coming back 'cause when I'm in Chi-raq Gotta ride with them heats all the time Niggas say they want me all the time (what?) Lord Father God, forgive me for the sins I commit all the time Gotta load up that clip all the time I can't repent all the time Some my niggas got years of they life took from them And I just wanna see all of mine (and I just wanna see all of mine) About half of my niggas they not even here Pour a Four up, it keep me from crying Doing shows made me miss Grandma birthday this year Who I don't even see all the time Trying to balance out family and my career All I really want is peace of mind (all I really want is peace of mind) Doing shows made me miss Grandma birthday this year Who I don't even see all the time (fuck) My whole family pray I stay safe everyday They be checking on me all the time And I swear, man, I hate seeing tears on their face Keep two hammers on me all the time Why it got to be my life at risk every day? Type of shit that I think all the time But it is what it is, I'll be fine Until then, I'ma get dollar signs Niggas killing for names and they killing for fame I'm like, "When they gonna get dollar signs?" Used to sleep in the streets, didn't see OG for weeks Won't come back 'til I get dollar signs And that's by any means, for my family to see every meal I'ma miss some of mine Yeah, put that on my life 'cause that's all I know When I write, I don't fake not a line Tell myself I'm the truth all the time Grandma hit me on the phone, ask me what I'ma do all the time Told her just trying to stay out the way 'cause I think about you all the time Some my niggas got years of they life took from them And I just wanna see all of mine (and I just wanna see all of mine) About half of my niggas they not even here Pour a Four up, it keep me from crying Doing shows made me miss Grandma birthday this year Who I don't even see all the time Trying to balance out family and my career All I really want is peace of mind (all I really want is peace of mind)