Cautious

I thought I had it in my pocket

I close the door after I lock it

'Cause lately I been feeling cautious

And maybe that's why it's ironic

That nothing ever hurts me anymore

'Cause I was sick of being miserable

And now I never feel emotional

I'm too afraid to lose any control

Yeah, and it's nice to be all alone sometimes

Just to let it go, but

Lately the days have been feeling so long

And maybe I don't have to be on my own

But I've been so paralyzed

And lie to myself at night

The head and the heart never been so opposed

Meanwhile, I keep my eyes glued to the road

Wait a second, where'd you go?

I know it's been a month or so

I'll go in, wait in the car

You know me, I'm never far

Silence on the radio

I'm not used to friends that come and go

I used to keep 'em close

I got too much safety

I've been up for three weeks

Someone come and save me

And it's nice to be all alone sometimes

Just to let it go, but

Lately the days have been feeling so long

And maybe I don't have to be on my own

But I've been so paralyzed

And lie to myself at night

The head and the heart never been so opposed

Meanwhile, I keep my eyes glued to the road

I'm so sick of being cautious

I'm so sick of being cautious all the time

Turning into something caustic

And I don't really know what caused it

I'll be fine

I'm so sick of being cautious

I'm so sick of being cautious all the time

Turning into something caustic

I don't really know what caused it

I'll be fine

I think I'll be fine

Do I wanna be fine?

It seems that I'm just fine

And it's fine