Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm just starin' in the palm of my hand
Thinkin', "Should I pop this Perc? No, it might kill me"
If you got PTSD, you feel me
Dead or in jail, you will be
What the cop told to the lil me
Fast forward time now, literally
If I go on tour, make a mill at least
Mom didn't have much, we didn't really eat
Therefore, I was always in the streets
You didn't hear who hit at me in no tweets
That's 'cause it was some real beef
Everyday, a shootout for four weeks
Four .30 clips, we four deep
Can't hug the block 'cause we riding with glocks
So you already know this is real beef
Man, since I got rich, all the people in my life depend on me
So you know I gotta smoke weed
Quit gangbangin', got more cheese
I don't know buddy, he know me
And you know we shinin'
Everybody with me got a Rolly
**** rich, you know he smashin'
Security freak like roadie
And I miss my brody
Slap stickin' my forty
Still exotic smokin', got some Vlive from OD
Spit hood bibles
For **** that get bumped, sons go pick it up
That's the hood cycle
So I'm tryna go flyin'
Ain't got no opps, I don't want no lil rivals
That's the hood cycle
When you ain't got no money, everybody in the hood like you
When you start making some money, everybody in the hood get excited, too
But ain't nobody did nothing for me, now they looking like, "Damn, who invited you?"
When you can't give 'em nothing, that's when they start to feel something
Gimme some space, I dont trust nobody, don't make me kill something
And they all love you
Deep at shows, when I was this broke ****, I ain't seen all of you
Not a call from you
Moved out grandma's crib
Right in front, we used to get in shootouts
I was just a kid
Shoulda got some money, bought you a house
Now you dead, I regret all the time I spent without you
I was deep in the streets
Jack that kid, tryna ball, who out?
The foolish things I did
Sorry for how I lived
My momma lost without you
She aint gotta tell me, I look in her eyes and see it
Walking in the house, my eyes was red
Demons talkin' inside my head
Glock was out of lead
So evidently, I had to spread
When God got me out of bed
Let me hop right out on my leg
Oh, I know what you said
You must want me to go chase the bread
**** talkin' 'bout what you hear
I thought you was the man (Was)
Said that hoe gave you some head (Blood)
Where all that shit in my bed? ('Cause)
I'm just tryna come in the house and fuck
I don't wanna come in no house and fuss
Girl, why you gotta get loud and cuss?
Gon' head, pull that blouse all up
Let me get it from the back or something
Fuck it, I'ma put you on the couch, now what
I done fell in love
For the month
Now we in the club
All these diamonds, uhhh
She got a fat ass, climbin' the pole
She looking like a muhh
Just to walk up in this bitch, they gave me some rolls
Why don't I throw some money?
Pickin' ones back up off the floor
Charlamagne, you fucking donkey
White teacher at school caught me as a flunkie
'Cause I was a fuckin' junkie
And I admit, coulda wrecked the whip
Fell asleep, I'm lucky
Had I listened to him
Coulda fell victim to the streets, I'm lucky
Now I ride past in the Benz like, "You fuckin' honky"
Written by: Daniel Anthony Ivy, Herbert R Wright