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Joanna Sternberg - This Is Not Who I Want To Be (Official Audio)
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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Joanna Sternberg
Joanna Sternberg
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joanna Sternberg
Joanna Sternberg
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Joanna Sternberg
Joanna Sternberg
Producer
Joe Rogers
Joe Rogers
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Rain pourin' down
My head pounds from the sound
I'm stuck to the bed
With brain zaps in my head
I can't fall asleep
I cannot stay awake
I cry till I weep
I shiver and I shake
[Verse 2]
I think of you
I think of you
Think of you
It's all that I can do
And Lord knows I've tried
I'm trying hard to change
I wish I knew why
I always stay the same
[Verse 3]
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killin' me
All this is not who I want to be
[Verse 4]
I wish I was scared
Of poison pills and pain
I wish I was scared
Of damage to my brain
But finally, I see
I should be scared of me
How'd I come to be
My own worst enemy?
[Verse 5]
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killin' me
All this is not who I want to be
Written by: Joanna Sternberg

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