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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Amythyst Kiah
Amythyst Kiah
Vocals
Tony Berg
Tony Berg
Acoustic Guitar
Patrick Warren
Patrick Warren
Keyboards
Gabe Noel
Gabe Noel
Bass Guitar
Ethan Gruska
Ethan Gruska
Mellotron
Kane Ritchotte
Kane Ritchotte
Drums
Patrick Taylor
Patrick Taylor
Slide Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Amythyst Kiah
Amythyst Kiah
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Amythyst Kiah
Amythyst Kiah
Producer
Tony Berg
Tony Berg
Producer
Will Maclellan
Will Maclellan
Mixing Engineer
Julian Dreyer
Julian Dreyer
Engineer
Bob Ludwig
Bob Ludwig
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Late at night when I feel alone
I cry in darkness and scream into the unknown
'Cause she's never coming back
No, she's never coming back
Body in water for days and days
Hopes for a safe return, my hope's in vain
'Cause she's never coming back
No, she's never coming back
[Chorus]
When I was seventeen, I pretended not to care
Stayed numb for years to escape despair
When your soul dies, you just can't hide it
Everyone can tell
Oh, Lord, will I ever feel right again?
[Instrumental]
Tried so hard to be an automaton
Body of steel and wire circuits for my backbone
'Cause she's never coming back
No, she's never coming back
Wild turkey in the car seat
The bottle's empty, I hope it gave her some relief
'Cause she's never coming back
No, she's never coming back
[Chorus]
When I was seventeen, I pretended not to care
Stayed numb for years to escape despair
When your soul dies, you just can't hide it
Everyone can tell
Oh, Lord, will I ever feel—
[Instrumental]
When I was seventeen, I pretended not to care
Stayed numb for years to escape despair
When your soul dies, you just can't hide it
Everyone can tell
Oh, Lord, will I ever feel, will I ever feel
Right again?
Written by: Amythyst Kiah, Amythyst Kiah Phillips
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