Lyrics
I don't know if I'm okay
I don't see the light of day
Looking up to higher ground, thinking that'll be your sweet escape
These days gotta schedule the
Romance, they say that love is a slow dance
A short bike ride to the crib using no hands
Oh shit, it feels like I'm floatin'
But I'm falling with both eyes closed when I let the world spin
Testing the waters she got my nerves tense
Back when I ain't even have a purpose
I was so eager to learn some things
Anxiety brings out thе worst of me
Society paints me as еnemy
My **** makin' it pop, that remedy
I'm more occasional, don't do it regularly
Bags under my eyes waiting out heavenly
Momma been worried the devil allegedly
Deep in the plan subconsciously
Wanted it since I was ten
I thought I was sharp on my scroll and my pen thinkin', damn
'Til momma found
She told me that's not who I am
But nowadays I put on for the fam, see you when I can
I'm surrounded by my feelings I'm stuck on a Ferris wheel
I better parachute, 140 acres she wants the horse and the carriage
A purse and a Porsche in the garage
I talk to the mirror, I know that life's not the fairest
I lost my card I cannot pay off the bills with the blessings
I'm sure I relate to reddit page
It's feeling like money is everything
Money is everything
It's everything I need
'Til I lay my eyes on you
I don't know what this is, yeah
But it feels like it's real, baby
I don't wanna pretend, no
I just wanna come clear, I wanna see you again
I wanna see you again
I wanna see you again
Yeah
Young **** used to think this is everything I need, right
Not so fond of change, I'm too caught up in my way of thinking
I get by on me, no
I don't need nobody, yes
I was so naive somehow I'm still all in on me yeah yeah
Way too many times I let the ball drop
Now I'm Steph Curry with the wrist flick
So they cold shoulders never defrost
No deal but I pre-floss
With the money tree in the depot
So I'm? with the rundown
Bitch I'm all in the field with the cleats off
Everything that I wanted to reach I
Had the tunnel vision couldn't see far
Negative vibes that I feed off got me up and then down like a c-saw
All these decoys, hit the destroy usually keep it poised
But it's ultra violent with the power moves when I deploy
For the real ones I wanna feel something
Looking for a sign that I might be worth your time, yeah
When I look into your eyes it makes me feel alive
I don't know what this is, yeah
But it feels like it's real, baby
I don't wanna pretend, no
I just wanna come clear, I wanna see you again
Written by: Nickalaus Jackson
