Serotonin

I'm running low on serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

Stabilized with medicine

There's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside

I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off

Like jumping in front of a bus, like "How do I make this stop?"

When it feels like my therapist hates me

Please don't let me go crazy

Put me in a field with daisies

Might not work, but I'll take a maybe

Oh, been breaking daily

But only me can save me

So I'm capitulating

Crying like a fucking baby

I don't wanna miss it, ba-da

I don't wanna be sick, ah-da

I don't la-ba-deh-deh-ba-deh

Da-da-da brrrrah-la-da-da

I'm running low on serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

Stabilized with medicine

But there's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside

I got intrusive thoughts like burning my hair off

Like hurting somebody I love, like "Does it ever really stop?"

When there's control, I lose it

Incredibly impulsive

So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid

But I try to contain it

Oh, it gets so draining

It's like my heart is failing

Every night I'm contemplating

My inner voices saying, "Tough"

So I try to brush it off

Yeah, try to brush it off

I'm running low on serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

Stabilized with medicine

But there's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside