Shoulda Woulda

I can talk too much

But don't say enough

Every single opportunity that comes

I just pass it up

Think I've lost the touch, yeah

Guess I get too shy

Close the curtains and blinds

You don't wanna see this messy mind

It's a heavy life, this internal fight

And sometimes I do shit and I don't know why

Gets in the way and it wastes all my time

Refuse to consume all the drugs they prescribe

I've been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes

Next time it comes round won't do it again

Don't taint me for my ways

I don't wanna, lose my mind

Wishing that I did things different

I don't wanna, lose my mind

Shoulda woulda coulda

I dont wanna, lose my mind

Thinking of the things I didn't know, oh

Shoulda woulda coulda

Shoulda woulda coulda

Shoulda woulda

Shoulda woulda coulda

Shoulda woulda (coulda)

Ooh, said to myself

This ain't good for my mental health

And it's ringing alarm bells

Don't need no one else, to get what's in my head out

I need to get away

Or find a beautiful escape

Where there's nothing no one says

No distractions in my way

Oh it feels when I'm at home

I'm over thinking in my zone

I don't wanna live on this frequency

Trapped and can't move on, and I -

I've been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes

Next time it comes round won't do it again

I blame it on my way

I don't wanna, lose my mind

Wishing that I did things different

I don't wanna, lose my mind

Shoulda woulda coulda

I dont wanna, lose my mind

Thinking of the things I didn't know, oh

Shoulda woulda coulda

Shoulda woulda coulda

Shoulda woulda

Shoulda woulda coulda

Shoulda woulda (coulda)

Oh yeah

My mind (lose my mind)