Would You

Would you be happy for me?

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you be happy for me?

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you still ever hit my phone? (Hit my phone)

Even when I think I'ma end it all (End it all)

There's something telling me that I'm wrong (That I'm wrong)

Every time that I get alone

And the thoughts all come at me at once (Me at once)

And I can't tell if it's the drugs (It's the drugs)

I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind (In my mind)

And I think about this shit like all the time

I swear keep a straight face actin' like I'm not scared

Spent my whole life fucking upstairs

Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there

Yeah, I'm almost there

How do you expect me to love you

If I can't love myself

And how do you expect me to trust you

If I can't trust myself

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

If I never ever made a song (Made a song)

Would they ever give me time of day (Time of day)

And if I never ever reach the top (Reach the top)

Would everybody still treat me the same

Probably not but it's okay, yeah

I don't blame them it's all a game, yeah

We all playing to get nowhere

We all playing to get nowhere

Ooh, but it's never over

And sometimes it's torturing me

How do you expect me to love you

If I can't love myself

How do you expect me to trust you

If I can't trust myself

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on