Heartbroken

I've been tryin' to move forward, I'm tryin'

But every tear that fall steady be cryin'

I come with pain lately, I been avoidin' you (I been avoidin' you)

Might sound crazy, baby, I been savin' you (I been savin' you)

Baby, I'm a killer, but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you, baby)

I don't care 'bout winnin', I'd be hurt if I lose you

Broken-hearted, baby, I been cryin' (I been cryin')

Tryna overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin')

Broken-hearted, baby, I been cryin' (I been cryin')

Tryna overcome all this pain, I been tryin'

Don't know the last time I done smiled, it's been a while

I done broke down into tears, Trey lost trial

Oh, he had trial the same week as my birthday (Damn)

Now tell me how the fuck I'm 'posed to celebrate this day (How the fuck?)

Look me in the eyes and try to see past my fears

'Cause I been broke, look I'm tryna heal myself over the years

I got the world on my shoulders, I can't no longer hold it

I know I always save the day, but today I need a shoulder

I been abused while I was a child, probably why I don't ever smile

Everybody always take the inch, but they won't do the mile for me

I broke down deep in tears, my mama said she proud of me

Everybody say they love me, I don't think they know what it mean (No)

I cope with pain lately, I been avoidin' you (I been avoidin' you)

Might sound crazy, baby, I been savin' you (I been savin' you)

Baby, I'm a killer, but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you, baby)

I don't care 'bout winnin', I'd be hurt if I lose you (You just don't know)

Broken-hearted, baby, I been cryin' (I been cryin')

Tryna overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin')

Broken-hearted, baby, I been cryin' (I been cryin')

Tryna overcome all this pain, I been tryin'

Runnin' away from you, lovin' you from a distance

Takin' a step back from reality to see what I'm missin'

I really mean it when I tell you I love you, I just show it different

Give 'em loyalty, then they cross me, it's become the sequence

I really hate when I feel unloved, it just the time of the season

Jumped in the streets where I know God didn't have no time for a reason

I was always chosen different, I ain't wanna be equal

I watched my mama get abused, I remember that time you beat 'em

I know you tired of me bein' in the street, rather be on a island with me

I can't forget where I came from, the street's a part of me

Lovin' me like lovin' basketball, take a gamble with me

Look me in my eyes, you see yourself, that's as far as I see

I cope with pain lately, I been avoidin' you (I been avoidin' you)

Might sound crazy, baby, I been savin' you (I been savin' you)

Baby, I'm a killer, but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you, baby)

I don't care 'bout winnin', I'd be hurt if I lose you

Broken-hearted, baby, I been cryin' (I been cryin')

Tryna overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin')

Broken-hearted, baby, I been cryin' (I been cryin')

Tryna overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin')

I been cryin', oh

I been tryin'

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