I’m Sorry

I ain't gon' lie, bro

What?

I literally feel like I'm

Like, I ain't gon' lie, like it's a lot of people in this world that'll get on the mic

But I feel like I'm the greatest, bro, like real shit, bro (For sure)

I feel like I'm the greatest, bro (Why?)

Like I feel like nobody

Like put a picture of they life on the pavement and like let the world see this shit (Simo Fre just killed it)

They say time heal, but I don't see shit gettin' better (See shit gettin' better)

Why when I accomplish somethin', I receive hate and not a gold medal? (Not a good medal)

And death so easy, nobody told me that shit lasts forever (Ain't easy)

I ain't a bad person, girl, on God, I'm sorry, I just ain't know no better (Ain't know no better)

I'm sorry, I could've been way better than I should've been (I could've been way better than I should've been)

I'm sorry, I could've been more open, but I had lost my friends (I lost my friends)

I'm sorry I couldn't be the person I'm 'posed to been for you (Been for you)

And they don't like when I speak like this, but, baby, it's the truth (It's the truth)

And pain just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go (Just wanna let go)

Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go (Let go, let go)

And pain just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go (Just wanna let go)

Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go

Grandma called my phone today, she said she worried 'bout me

She told me slow down on the drink and let my liver breathe (I can't)

But, grandma, it's not easy (It's not easy)

But I know my kids need me

I don't like when they call me real, I did somethin' flaw to my dog (Some flaw shit)

Hope it don't cost our relationship over, hope we resolve it in a call

No lie, get on the mic, I spit my life, I been through it all (I swear)

I called your phone, I wanted to vent, but fuck it, forget that I called (Fuck it)

I feel like I'm flyin' (Flyin')

Sometimes I feel like I'm dyin' (Like I'm dyin')

But I can't deny it (I can't deny this shit)

I know it don't feel like I'm tryin'

Feel like I'm the reason why all my dogs locked in they situation (I swear)

But I know I'm the reason my dogs died, they in the ground agin' (That's facts)

And I'd do anything for Ksoo, I went broke for his case (Facts)

Starin' at my bank account with a baby on the way, yeah (Facts)

When I cheated, I denied it, she know I lied to her face (I lied to her face)

Baby, I never said I was perfect, but I came a long way (Now I'm better)

The world look at me like I'm the realest, but sometimes I be trippin' (Trippin')

I told the judge I'm innocent, but with a mind of a menace (Mind of a menace)

Four walls in, locked in, workin' on myself (Workin' on myself)

Lord knows I love my brothers, but I'm better by myself (I swear)

Fucked up when I ain't noticin' I ain't have nothin' left, huh (Ain't have nothin' else)

I'm a walkin' testimony, feel like I'm dyin' on my death bed (Feel like I'm dyin' on my death bed)

Yeah (Yeah)

And pain just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go (To let go)

Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go (Just wanna let go)

And pain just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go

Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go